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2007-02-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

its time to start updating again...lol

well as u can see, i deleted some of mine previous entries.. did so cause i don want to get back to the past, i want to show ppl tat i have move on..

went for a job interview on friday.. hope tat i will get the job, if not i gonna ROT at home till i get my result..haizz..

talking about result, i dunnoe whether i can pass and get my Diploma... really scared...

2006-10-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

woaahh... this blog is almost gd as dead...lol

sorry for the lack of updates..

well here goes nothing... celebrated maya super belated bdae yest.. when to lau pa sat to eat, cause our "boss" for the day say so... lol.. hannah thx for the dinner... rash, ken, naz, was also present.. and me, being the "joker'', came up wif alot of stupid ideas just to saboh the bdaae "person''... *evil laughter...

i wonder whose bdae next... so i can saboh again....haha eh wait... MY IS NEXT....!!!!!!! die liao... yest they told me tat they intend to saboh me until very jialat... LOLx.. nvm, to me saboh-ing the only thing which makes the bdae more memorable...

aniwae.. to those ppl yest who went yest... u guys ROCKS...!!!!!

2006-09-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

2day marks the 1st day of the "fasting'' month.. been really busy lately, tats y didnt do any update etc... aniwae, i cleared all my module.. woohoooo

so now i left with 1/2 a sem more in NP... yeah... alot of things have been coming to me at 1 go, hope i can take the pressure and do the best for everything.. ermmmmmmmmmm... i got nothing to say oledi...
hahaahahaha

2006-08-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

ME..?!?! who am i..?!? what am i..?!?! who's the real me..?!?!

damm.. i dont even know my ownself.. most of my frend says tat i have changed in terms of character.. but did i changed..?!?! i guess i need to some self-reflection, BUT im too lazy to do so..haha

if u think i have changed please tell me.. that could be sort of my self-reflection thingy.. or may i need an ego-booster..LOL

how i wish noe how i have changed over the years.. =s

2006-07-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

i found this at metacafe and i find it quite true..

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/138038/banned_mtv_ad/

2006-07-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

haizzz.. problems been coming in since the last few days... presentation and exam are coming, need to study and prepare my proj stuff.. sianz.. hope there will b no blunders along the way, i want things to run smoothly, so i can continue to the next phase.. =>

can i ever smile or laugh happily again...!?!?!

As the day goes by..

2006-07-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

As the day goes by.. my memory starting to fade.. no kidding.. im starting to developed "short term memory", mayb its due to stress.. guess i have to eat alot of brain food..lol

As the day goes by.. i start to lose hope..should i give up or should i still hang on.. i just cant decide.. i start to think of all the possibilities, but mayb that's just my character.. giving up is sumting not tat i plan, i want to try.. but i guess luck and fate is just not on my side.. or is it..?!?!

should i hold on..?!?! or should i let it go..?!?!

2006-07-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

2006-07-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

haizz.. this month has been a really bad month for me... seriously been getting bad luck all the way... she also having the same luck as me..

but 1 gd thing is, tat 1 project down and another 5 more to go...lolx
tat really kind of cheered me up abit..

but the thing tat really cheer me up is when i see her again.. :-!

no matter wat..

2006-07-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.. been busy with projects, projects and projects.. tats how busy i am, working my ass off to graduate from poly... will try to update more if i have the free time.. im left with 4 more weeks before the exams starts and its CRAZY...!!!!! somebody help me.. haha

ps : i will still like u, no matter how u look.. as long tat u are still the same in the inside..

Nickleback - Far Away

2006-06-25T12:21:00.000+08:00

Nickleback - Far Away

This time, This placeMisused,
MistakesToo long, Too late
Who was I to make you waitJust one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your handI'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wantedI wanted you to stay
'Cause I neededI need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing

2006-06-18T00:24:00.001+08:00

wooohooo... went jamming just now, and it was great...!!! haha.. it felt great since we didnt jammed for about a month..

then went for maya's brother wedding.. then went to town, where naz, ken, me slack all the till 11...?? wat else can do u in spore...haha

going off to mawai 2molo.. just pray tat i will be back safely.. hehe

2006-06-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

2006-06-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

been rotting at home this few days.. cant wait for tommorow, the day when i go out and have fun.. finally its Jamming session after 1 month..?!?!!

2006-06-16T14:39:00.000+08:00

challenge by choice..

2006-06-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.. after along wait.. i blogged again..

when to visit matthew at the hospital just, he suffered from water retention.. hope u wil be alright bro.. then saw weiqi while i was on the way to lavender.. bought 2 new pair of t-shirt..

next week is "JOHOR" week..

18-21 June: MAWAI Camp
23-24 June: Student Leader Seminar

arggh.. when can i finish my FYP... i want ot faster graduate.. im now trying to find time for myself, but its hard.. but i took up the challenge, so i have to live up to it..

2006-04-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/98694/joy_ronaldinho/

2006-04-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

2006-04-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

well.. played soccer with my sec skool frends just now.. played until my knee got injured, old injury, so don have to worry tat much..

got to noe tat 1 of my sec skool frend going to get engage on 30th April.. so fast.. well its his life..

man.. life is moving very fast, and there 1 of my frend getting engage while im still looking for the right 1 or have i found her...!?!?!?!

oyah.. i got news tat 1 of my primary school discipline master had passed away.. ='(
he was a great teacher, soccer coach.. still remembers how he scolded 1 of my fren when i was in primary 6..

"I want to 2 tell u sumting.. but i couldnt find the courage 2 say it out..."

2006-03-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

guess wat..?!?! i went JOGGING just now.. man.. its been a long time since i last jogged.. and i tink my fitness level has dropped quite alot.. i used to jog 7 rounds w/o panting around the big field near my house.. BUT now i couldnt even jog 1 round w/o stopping to catch a breath..lol must really train my fitness, must train till i get my old fitness..

some ppl just give quotes cause they tink its cool.. but they don really noe wat the quotes means.. haizz.. watever lar..

"The key to successful leadership today is influence, not authority."

2006-03-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

i was assigned to "Product Design Technology" as my specialisation..

tats was my 4th choice.. i wanted to Automation and Robotics.. was thinking of appealing.. mayb i did better at my designing module, tats y i got tat course.. but i feel tat everything happens for a reason.. so i just follow my fate and just take up "Product Design Technology".. did some research regarding the course and i can say it does have some future prospect..

which 1 will u choose..?!!?

something tat u r interested..?!! or something u r gd at..!?!

2006-03-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

well another post for 2day..hehe

just got my result this morning and i can sae i did quite "well".. manage to clear all my module.. to those who think they didnt really do well in their exam.. here's sumthing for u..

life is just trekking up the mountain, it aint easy.. but there are many path which will lead u up to the summit..

moral is: doesnt mean u got didnt manage to get all ''AD" or "A" in ur exam, ur chances of going to "U" has slimmed.. there are still many ways for u you achieve ur dreams..

then for those whos didnt make do well for their exams..

dont give up.. try harder.. im sure u will succeed on ur 2nd try.. take me for an example..

i didnt do well in my "N" levels even though i was in the NA stream.. most of my fren tease me for failing.. but tat didnt pulled my spirit down.. so i went to ITE, took the NITEC course there and i graduated with a Certificate of Merit..

and guess where all my fren who laugh at went after their "O"..!?!? ya.. u are right.. they went to higher nitec while i was doing my diploma.. haha guessed i had the last laugh here..

moral is: "Shortcut is nvr easy.. you have to put some effort in it.." and u havent failed its just tat "you are given another oppurtunity to try the 2nd time.."

2006-03-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

yest Regatta was great.. We finish 3rd in the qualifying round but we got 5th in the Finals.. the result doesnt matters most.. wat matters is tat we gained Experience and had lots of fun..

went to town to eat @ BK then went to play pool.. then ate ice-cream..haha i tink we did attract a huge crowd to buy the ice-cream..haha..

next week is going to be a busy week for me..

suddenly i felt like ending my blogging with a quote..

"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do."

2006-03-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

just got back from camp.. it was a refresher course for me..haha but i do learn something here and there.. the camp really teach me something, there's no such thing "you are force to do something" BUT "you are challenge by choice".. e.g if u are given a task, its up to you whether u want to do it or not..

calling all OB members out there.. what does OB means to you...!?!?! well the 13th Comm have come up wif something for u and it very easy to memorise..

"ST3PS"

what does it means..!?!?!
its for me to know and u to find out..

"There are no strangers in this world, just friends u havent met.."

After the camp i had made 6 new friends and got to know 1 even better... Looking forward to working with this great ppl..

to my 13th Comm..

"The Rise and Fall of this Empire is not an individual task, but EVERYONE.. and its a Challenge for u guys to bring it UP..."

2006-03-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt ur name was common...?!!?!

well i did.. i felt that the name "khairul" is very common nowadays.. there's a reason for that, but i don wan to say it out here.. u wanna noe..?!?! just ask me personally.. now i prefer ppl to call me "Zaman".. its my 2nd name as my full name is khairul zaman..

2006-03-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

when out with the 13th Comm yest.. suppose to meet at 3pm, but in the end only kelvin and me was present on time..haha

we went to the arcade to pass time.. then christina and wen ting came, followed by yew ming and syafiq.. we chilled at starbucks b4 ehading to the arcade again... haha

then we went to queue at pizza hut, guess what.. we were1 customer before our turn to go in and we decided to slacked somewhere 1st while waiting for Ming Hui...

we waited for ming for about 45min..?!?! then headed to pizza hut again.. it took the staff quite sometimes to find a table which can fit 7 of us..haha

we talked as we ate.. during the conversation; i slowly get to know everyone better.. looking forward for the next outing.. my 12th comm.. outing leh..!?!? haha.. mayb after u guys finish attachment then can lar..

2006-03-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

went "missing" for quite sometimes due to laptop spoil..

had NPOB 13th AGM on the 4th of March.. well i wanna congratulate this ppl for making it to the next comm

Vice President- Ming Hui
Secetary cum Treasurer- Yew Ming
Program Coordinator- Christina
Trainining Coordinator- Kelvin
Trainining Coordinator- Syafiq
Logistic cum Public Relation- Wen Ting
Public Relation cum Logistic- Farand

u guys must b wondering who's the ''President'' rite...?!?! tats for me to noe and u to find out..hehe

looking forward to 1st of April.. hoping tat it will turn out smoothly again..

2006-02-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

cough.. cough.. *head spinning*.. i tink im gonnaa get sick real soon.. but i hope i recover in time for the examination..

the end of the semester is coming soon and i can feel it.. and the stepping down.. im gonna miss working wif 8 great ppl.. the fun.. the laughter.. the quarrel.. we had, brought us closer to each other.. and i will nvr regret working and knowing u ppl.. :)

this is a tribute to my beloved 12th Committee:

TIME OF YOUR LIFE
----,,-----,,-----,,-----

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this task
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredicatable
but in the end there's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf
of good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredicatable
but in the end there's right.

I hope you had the time of your life.

2006-02-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

had 2 test jst now.. C programming and FM online Quiz.. manage to pass the FM quiz, but for the c prog test, i have to wait 4 the result.. haizzz..

chatted with her just now and i got to noe her a little bit more closer.. now i noe the reason.. if u are reading this... fred not, im not tat sort of guy who like to hurt other ppl feelings.. especially the 1 i really love.. even though i might be sacarstic at times.. but tat is just me being myself.. =>

i got something to say to u.. but i don tink now is the rite time ot say it out.. when the time is rite.. i will say it to u.. im here counting the days b4 my exams finish, so we can meet and go out again..

**to my readers: sorry if u feel tat my blogging is abit stupid now.. mayb its bcos u don understand how i feel rite now..=> no offence though.. its just me.. in love mayb..?!?! tats y my blog is like this.. =>

2006-02-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

come on guys.. its our final lap.. for the record, lets pull it off together.. just think about it.. just bear with each other.. =>

2006-01-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

scared + nervous + blur + excited = My Feelings for 2day..

2006-01-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

2day is another happy day of my life..

firstly 2day help out hannah and her group to do their project.. which was on local bands.. they film us on camera while we were jamming.. then "she" *lets call her rainbow* wanted to learn the drums.. so i taught her a few basic steps and i can say that she is a fast learner... so happy sia..

then went to a place just beside esplanade where there was tis small "fountain".. we sat down there and they conducted the interview about the band..

then there she was.. alone by herself.. the next thing i noe naz was pushing me towards her prompting me to ask her out on tues..

me : ermm
me : are u free tis tues
rainbow : u wanna ask me out issit..??
me : ermm.. ya.. hehe *smiles*
rainbow : i will confirm wif u again
*in mine mind was -- tats was easy" haha

then send them to the MRT station.. then naz and i went to suntec city to go to the arcade.. then tats was where i received this message by hannah "GD NEWS x2.. She agreed to go out with you.." Suddenly i felt like i was floating in the air.. haha i read the msg again and again as if i don believe my eyes..haha

so cant wait for this tues to come.. =>

2006-01-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

PROBLEMS after PROBLEMS.. when will it stops..?? im having a big headache rite now.. just thinking of everything.. have mad to much committment...?!?!? can i handle everything at 1 go....!?!?! nobody wants it.. my mouth says ''no''... BUT my heart says "yes"... y am i contradicting myself...?!?!!

or is it bcos of my ego needs an ego booster...?!!? WTH man..

or mayb i just don want history to repeats itself.. y is it so diffucult to make a choice...?? y..y..?

or mayb its bcos the semester its cut short and im feeling the pressure..

sometimes i will overcome my emotions b4 it gets me..

but i will never regret what i had done.. i will never ever regret.. cause it i had gain sumting from it..

2006-01-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

"Hell Song"

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to youI
t's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through

I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you

It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind

Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me, i can't believe.

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure

Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had

2006-01-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

heeeeeeeeyyy all...

tis sat going jamming.. and guess who coming to join us and wants to learn the drum... *find out urself*..haha

and also tis sat going to help hannah wif her project, she's going to do an interview on us.. "UnWritten AgenDA".. but too bad ken cant join us.. haizzz..

had meeting yesterday.. and i was not being my usual self.. "lame, witty, quick thinking"<--i tink so lar.. y..? u want to noe y..?? my brain is being blocked by her..

"her cute face"

"her sweet smile"

"her sweet voice"

i tink i just summarise it all.. i just cant stop thinking of u.. i dunnoe y.. hope all this is not just another imagination of mine..

2006-01-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

sititing here in my chair.. thinking back what should have been done.. suddenly i thought of this song.. mayb it will summarise what im thinking about...

SUM 41

We're All To Blame:

Take everything left from me

Al!l

To!

Blame!

How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?

Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed.

Supersize our tragedies! (You can't define me or justify greed)

Bought in the land of the free! (Land! Free!)

And we're all to blame,

We've gone too far,

From pride to shame,

We're trying so hard,

We're dying in vain,

We're hopelessly blissful and blind

To all we are,

We want it all with no sacrifice!

Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear.

Stand to salute; say thanks to the man of the year.

How did we all come to this? (You can't define me or justify greed)

This greed that we just can't resist! (Resist!)

And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!

Tell me now, what have we done?

We don't know.

I can't allow what has begun to tear me down,

Believe me now, we have no choice left with our

Backs against the wall!

And now we're all to blame,

We've gone too far,

From pride to shame,

We're hopelessly blissful and blind

When all we needIs something trueTo believe,

Don't we all?

Everyone, everyone,

We will fall.

'Cause we're all to blame

We've gone too far,

From pride to shame,

We're trying so hard,

We're dying in vain,

We want it all,

Everyone,

don't we all?

2006-01-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

went out wif ken and naz just now.. can sae tat it was just a short outing.. we ate go arcade then went home... haha..

then naz keep teasing me about ''her''..

im still waiting for the answer...

Sunday is the day.. i HOPE so.. hoping.. praying.. tat it will be turn out rite this time.. haha

*to hana: hope u can join us tis sunday.. wif ... =>

2006-01-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

had our first training after the common test break.. and finally Mr Sun came out to brighten up my day.. and finally it stops raining after a week..?!!?! and its friday the 13th...haha

**to wen yee if she reading this: "sorry about the incident in the bus, i totally forgot about ur situation.. =< btw thanks for the present..

2006-01-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to help out at the XCapade Celebration of Youth and talent.. the t-shirt tat they gave us was rather tight fitting.. after my event was over, i stayed behind to watch the concert while my frend went home.. looking at the band played on stage itself.. i wondered whehter i can be as good as them.. i was really inspired by the way the crowd response when the band played.. Woaahh.. someday.. someday.. Some of my frends said tat we are doing quite well in our playing as 2 of my frend and i started form a scratch.. "Wednesday, September 21, 2005" was the first day we started playing..haha

so school just started.. manage to pass AMD.. pheeww lucky me.. as it was quite a tough paper, as we didnt expect the question to come from the tutorial..haha..

now for the final lap of my 2nd year.. then its to my 3rd and final year.. hope tat i can get into the specilisation that i want.. if not, i got other plans for my future and tat its to change course after i completed NS..

2006-01-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

recently there's been a debate whether spore should allow the band "MAYHEM" to play in Singapore.. and as usual there will some positive and negative feedback..

some say that we shuldnt we allow the band to play here because of their explicit lyrics which contains violence, alcohol, sex, crimes, fights, rape, drugs, sucide etc and it can influence the listeners..

while the other party say that we should allow them to play here as it can helps us expose to the different types of music genre being played all around the world..

and who do i agree with...??!?!?! 30% for the top party and 70% for the other party..

and Y..!?!?!?!

just take a look at those who have committed at least 1 of the crimes *no offence*.. do they listen to this of music..?? i will say no.. they did it out of their own curiosity and their own will..

just take a look at those who are in the secret society.. do they listen to this kind of songs...?!?! only the minority will.. most of them prefer to hear from techno and reggae rather than to metal and rock music...

im not discriminating anybody in my entry.. i just want to state my point..

"we shouldnt banned ppl from playing their music just because of their lyrics, we should acknowledge their talents.."

2006-01-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

i just finishing reading xiaxue blog.. and i agree with her about banning the aerosol foam spray.. i mean have you seen how those idiots use the spray...?!?!?! they just spray to anybody and mostly girls.. believe or not.. a gang fight occurred because of this.. it happened at the bridge connecting esplanade to fullerton.. and 1 guy was thrown off the bridge and into the Spore River.. and it was because some idiot sprayed the foam to some girl face.. how to stupid can the idiot be..?!?!?! doesnt he/she know how painful it can be when the foam enters your eyes..?? dumb ass.. how i noe about tis..?!?!?! the girl who was the victim was my cousin girlfriend and i think i would do the same thing if it had happened to my girlfriend.. i tink the goverment should banned the aerosol foam until those idiots knows how to use it properly..

Copy the link to your own blog: http://new.petitiononline.com/aerosol/petition.html

Anyway.. I wanna wish AMILY "HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY"..

2006-01-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Here is quick re-cap pn those ppl who have change my life and what i did in 2005..

Clubbing...:

Chao Yang Community Service..:

Hari Raya 05..:

My 20th Bdae..:

My ITE days and P2B3 outing..:

Recee..:

AGM..:

Cousin Wedding + Family..:

2006-01-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

its NEW YEAR.. and wats my resolution..?? to just move on in life and to get my Diploma and keep the ppl i loved happy..

2005 was a bittersweet year for me.. but there was alot of rough times which i have to go

through.. hope 2006 wouldnt be as bad as 2005..

i tink i will just forget the past and start a new life this year.. a happy one, i hope.. in a mere 340 days.. i will going into the adult age or a legal age..?? haha

so i hope i can enjoy me year as a 20 years old..

to the 1 reading this:

"HAPPY NEW YEAR''

2005-12-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

AHHH CHOOOOO....!!!!

woahhh.. suffering from the flu.. its sucks man.. kept sneezing while studying in school juz now morning.. dunnoe who pass it to me..argghhh

common test is around the corner.. will i be able to make it...?!?! the answer lies with me..

hope get to see her this coming sat.. going to usher in the "New Year" at Esplanade wif my frends.. anybody wanna join..?!?! give me a call..

To Am: WELCOME BACK TO SPORE...!!!!!

2005-12-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

its been sumtimes since i done this..
actually i dunnoe wat to write..
mayb juz a congrats to my cousin who got married during Christmas..
or i just wiss u guys gd luckfor ur upcoming exams..
watever it is i just wanna wish u *the reader*
"A HAPPY NEW YEAR"

2005-12-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

last sat when to saiful workplace and slack there wif my buddies.. and i got to exchange phone no. wif of the gurls there.. all thanks to my buddy...haha

then on sunday when to help out wif 'sun love' comm service.. woahhh.. all i can say is the kids there are a combination of 'care' and 'cyss' kids.. it was very tiring.. and there was a certain part where i almost became demoralised, but looking at some the kids smiles make's me happy..

ooyah.. there was an incident b4 the event had started.. there was this guy who kept harassing me to buy watermelon from him for $4..i was like no thsnks man.. he was like threating to call the police if i didnt buy his watermelon.. as if im afraid.. then keep asking me to buy some of his stuff e.g. a brandless t-shirt for $2, a torchlight for $2 and guess wat.. a 'wilson' tennis racket for $2..haha... funny sia.

mayb juz like wat Jason say lar.. he see me small size, then he can anyhow push me around.. i tink he got the wrong person man...

b4 i end 2day blogging.. juz wanna wish

"A HAPPY 20thBIRTHDAY" to Sitt Fatimah...

2005-12-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

had training as usual 2day.. we did a crash course on wilderness survival skill.. my group came up wif some lame ideas..haha damm funny.. then went to KAP to eat dinner, saw GU with his new hairstyle, it was a mohawk hairstyle but more punkish then mind.. then the back part looks like "P" hair..haha then went home with berd, saw my ITE MacPherson lab assistant, i was shocked tat he still recognised me.. now it his to be shocked when i said my age was 20...haha my face look so evergreen meh..???

last week i saw the movie "That Thing You Do" on cable. It was a show about a band who made it big with their song "That Thing You Do".. damm nice lar.. How i hope my frends and i could be just like them.. BUT i don want to have an ending like them, the band went seperates ways after they appeared on a TV show.. haizz

im trying to learn to play the song "That Thing You Do".. once i mastered it , i will record it...haha

now the song that keeps playing in my head is "A new Kind of Army" by Anti-Flag.. the song is nice lar.. and another song is.. errrmm i dunnoe the name..haha

2005-12-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

update...!!!! haha

firstly juz wanna wish am a safe and nice trip tp aust.. hope u have a fun time there..

had 2 quizzes juz now.. and guess wat.. i PASSED both quiz..haha i "aced" the C programming quiz with a marks of 87.5..yeah.. the other quiz was Engineering Math 3B, i just manage to pass

that 1, but who cares.. those really last minutes studying really paid off..

2molo going 2 be the last of skool b4 the super long 2 weeks study breaks.. i determined to study and get a decent great this time round.. no more fooling around for me..

does he resemble "chicken little"..??

2005-12-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

harlo....

yesterday went jamming.. and i can say tat i played better then on tuesday.. sianzzz then went to coffee bean.. tats where i saw her.. i was mesmerize by her eyes... ok.. shuld not elaborate more..hehe want to noe more...??? ask me lar..haha

oyah 4got.. HAPPY BELATED BDAE to My FATHER... and thanks for giving money to buy an mp3 player.... so happy sia.. finally i own 1..hehe

2005-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

a little flsahback after i turn 20.....

6 DEC:

after the clocks strikes 12.. i was flooded with smses and msn wishing me "HAPPY 20tth BIRTHDAY... haha.. Thanks Guys..

then went jamming b4 headed down to KAP to have meeting.. then they celebrated my birthday there.. so ya.. hehe.. they bought me a "strawberry cake", "famous star and strap buckle", and a "cute litte keychain" which 'resembles' me..??haha... didnt expect them to by the buckle, coz.. fiona shuld noe..hehe then they showd me a powerpoint slide as an alternative to a birthday card.. *it was damm sweet of them lar*.. =>

THANKS ALOT GUYS.. REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF... and THANKS FOR THE PRESENT....

TO AMILY HO: "i will always be "smiley" kHai as always ... =>

7 DEC:

went to town wif naz after school *even though i did not feel tat well* to check out some logistic stuff for an upcoming event... town was quite boring.. then naz keep saying tat gurls keep staring at both of us and i was like "wat the hell" lar, they must be loking at you bro.. not me.. then went home.. didnt really do anything much so not many updates..

2005-12-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

b4 I start blogging.. I wanna wish Guna and Lina " HAPPY BIRTHDAY".. they are my OB Sabah Mates..

here goes..*smiling* all the way..

20 years ago.. a married couple of 4 years was gifted a child by GOD.. the time when the child was born was quite holy, when he came out to see the world .. the midday prayers was prayed... they name him "Khairul Zaman" which mean "a man who is good at managing his time"..

as he grows he learns quite alot of things in this world.. from Telok Kurau Primary to Siglap Secondary then to ITE MacPherson then currently in Ngee Ann Polythecnic.. In sec school he met 2 friends which eventually became his best friends.. he did not well in his secondary school and tats y he did not get to do his "O" levels as he did not attain enough credit to proceed to Sec 5NA..

then he went to ITE.. tats where his live reallys began.. he work hard and play hard which earns him TOP 5% in the campus itself.. He graduated wif Merit which was a ticket for him to go to a polytechnic..

there in the polythecnic, he joined the ngee ann outward_bounders an outdoor activity CCA .. he made new friends.. even gd friends, i must say... after a year in the CCA, he decided to take up the challenge as a committtee member following his "role model" in NPOB.. to his shocked; he was selected as the Programme Coordinator for NPOB...

now that small boy has grown to a "MAN".. living his days as if its was his last.. he hopes tat the friends that he made along his life journey will remain his friends no matter wat happen.. and he hopes to find his talent or hidden talent soons.. coz he still abit confused on what he's gd at other than sports...

and that boy is ME...

2005-12-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

help out for care camp on sat.. its was quite fun and tiring.. get to noe the kids from the CARE, got to noe them better on sat evening coz i get to interact more wif them.. the kids are really nice and i hope they wont forget what we have done for them..hehe

then went to my family bbq at ECP.. it was fun, its been a long time since i joined them for a BBQ..

had a really bad day 2day.. since morning till now.. everthing was not rite for me.. sianzzz.. wat a a day to spend for my last day as a "1" youth..haha

2005-11-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

ended class 1/2 an hour earlier 2day, so went to clubhouse to do my my "C" prog... then played table tennis with Aliff b4 went to clubhouse again to conduct my meeting b4 going to "CARE" meeting.. sianzz whole day of meeting.. arrgghhh i need a break..

8 more days and its official....

2005-11-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

supposed to go jamming 2day.. but due to unforeseen circumstances we did not jam 2day.. sianzz.. so i rot the whole day at home, i f i noe this would happen i would have went to play soccer wif Liang Ze..

2molo got skool at 8am.. sucks man.. then got CARE briefing and mayb im going to do a short meeting for an upcoming event.. siannzz..

i really need a break.. cant stand the hectic life im living rite now.. need a break soon b4 i suffer a breakdown..

9 more DAYS and its OFFICIAL.. trying to change, but its hard.. "this kind of things, takes time to change'..haha -sound familiar...???

2005-11-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

went shopping wif fiona for xin ai and timon bdae present.. Bought xin ai a photo frame and a toy pet dog.. bought timon a new belt and a custom made badge which was design by me and fiona.haha didnt noe tat shopping for present would be very hard..LOL *i usually juz chip in n let others buy the stuff*.. then Dee bought the cake, and timon cut the cake right after training..

after training went to K.A.P to eat b4 heading to "one".. Really enjoyed myself there except for a few occasions, mayb not used to the way tats all.. there, all our "true" colours were shown..haha *those who went shuld noe lar hor*.. then went to clarke quay 7-11 to buy cup noodle, then slacked till 6am b4 me, xin ai, kenneth n saiful headed back to school.. took 174, then all of us felt asleep then we ended up overshot the bus stop tat we are supposed to stop..haha

went to clubhouse to sleep till 9am..?? xin ai had her meeting wif her sub comm, then i went back to sleep again..lol then slacked till 5pm b4 heading home.. sianzz 1/2..

ps: "when is the next outing"....????

2005-11-23T23:37:00.000+08:00

haizz.. alot of things have been happening in my pathetic live lately.. cca..frends..family..studies..me..?!?!?!!?!?!

sumtimes i wish i will not smile too much, coz ppl might get the wrong idea that im always happy, but deep in my heart im not.. i juz wanna live my life as i used to live it.. need to catch on my studies, i dunnoe whether i can make it for this semester..

sumtimes i wish i could expressed myself without hurting other ppl feelings.. but how..?!?!?! shit lar.. arggghhhh... very stress.. dunnoe what gonna happen to me in a few months time.. will i be back to my happy life...?? or i will die or go crazy bcos of stress...?? "Somebody Saaaave Meee.."

in another 13 days i will be officially 20.. will i changed...?? in attitude..?? appearance...?? love life..?? coz for the past 20 years of my life i nvr take things seriously, i will just jokes around and act as if nothing is happening.. *lets hope tat i will grow up in attitude* and *i will get to talk to her* hehe..

PS: To Fiona: Thank You.. :)

2 MORE WEEKS ..and it will be official...

2005-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

been spending my time sleeping 2day, but still couldn't break ming hui's record of sleeping 18hrs straight..lol

2 more weeks and its official.. My years as a Teenager will soon expire.. 2 more weeks and i will officially will be 20..haizz feel damm old sia..but young at heart..hehe

my wishlist for bdae present:

-"Famous Star and Strap belt Buckle" (look at the pic) hehe
-Creative MP3 (1 GB)
-Strawberry Bdae Cake ( i don mind a cheap 1) haha
-a new wardrobe
-a pair of black vintage Vans Shoe
-a new studded belt
-a drum set ( silent or the actual 1)
-a new pair of drumstick
-a Travis Barker drumstick pouch
-a drum teacher

if u cant fullfill my wish list.. I WILL not be angry.. as long u guys (my frends) can celebrate with me, i will be happy.. 2 MORE WEEKS

2005-11-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

went jamming 2day.. hana joined us for 2day.. and i can say that she is a fast learner.. hey girl join us for our next jamming session.. then went to town wif naz and kennedy, we asked tim along since its been ages we saw him.. then he went yakking away about his army days...blah blah blah..haha

been practising my silat moves again.. juz in case i need to use it for self defense..

haizz.. i hope next week will not be a boring week again.. sianz 1/2...

2005-11-19T00:23:00.001+08:00

had training juz now.. we played floorball conducted by the NP floorball team.. it was really fun, hope the members enjoyed themselves.. it been about 3 years since i played floorball, i was in the ITE MacPherson Floorball team..

someone ppl think i small size; they can anyhow bully me.. but get this straight in ur bloody mind.. i may be seen quite small size.. but i will EXPLODE whenwhen i really cannot tahan any longer.. and i don really want to show tat side of me either..so please dont make me really pissed off..

2005-11-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

saw her again.. 2 times some more, and 1 of them was a close up view.. i tink i looked dumb lar wif my mouth open staring at her wif my eyes so big..haizz i wish i could ask her name..

2molo playing soccer.. YEAH... will update more soon.. I'm sick.. L***sICk..for the time being..lol

haizzz

2005-11-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

had meeting juz now.. we had meeting at 02-11.. then guess wat..?!?!?! i saw her again.. she's damm cute lar.. "may i noe ur name miss","can i have ur hp no. in exchange for mine???".. i wish i could say tis words when i have the oppurtunity.. then had dinner at Al-Ameen, took bus 66 home.. the damm bus broke down half way thru the journey.. sian 1/2..

then i received a shocking msg from a fren...

2005-11-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

slept over on skool on friday as i got Chao Yang community service on sat.. couldnt really sleep tat nite mayb bcos the clubhouse was quite cramp.. SO KK, Joyce and me make a trip to Al-Ameen where we ate roti prata; trying to waste our time; b4 we wander off aimlessly to the suburb of Bukit timah road..haha.. we tease quite a no. of taxi driver who tot we wanted to take their cabs, *it was 3a.m*so the midnight charge is on*..

then it was SATURDAY... we headed down to CYSS by 2 taxi, there my sub comm get to meet the CYSS kids for the 1st time..*i did it b4 last year,so i was prepared*.. i remember some of the kids e.g Alice, Fitri and Amily's favourite.....BRYAN...haha.. he grown up liao physically but deep inside him he was the Bryan i noe last year.. The kids had did some station games and kayaking b4 they went to do T-Shirt printing..haha It was damm cool lar.. I was in charge of the t-shirt printing, the kids came swarming at me and xin ai to print the t-shirt for them..lol then we treated wif a damm DELICIOUS lunch which was cooked by Mr Raju wife, Mrs RAju..lol.. it was nasi lemak wif egg ommelette, 2 chicken nugget, 1 hotdog and a sweet sambal, the rice was damm tasty tat i wanted to ask for 2nd rounds..*no shame sia * but then i lost my temper at the kids when they didnt really listen to my sub-comm instruction..they were so scared tat they ran awayw/o even looking at me..but there was this particular boy name "Nazri", he came up to me and said "sorry"..i was damm touch by his action,tat i simmered down immediately.. then another of their action touched me.. even though i c them fight or threaten each other, they were also caring 2wards each other..tats show how they cared bout each other no matter how they hate each other..

then went back to cyss by their chartered bus.. some of the kids started singing "I Dream" by Taufik Basitsah... damm cute sia..lol then out of a sudden they started to sing tat song.. tat song..yesss they started to sing "TONG HUA"...arrrgghhhh... there i was meditating while smiling wif my eyes close..haha*tis was taught to me by Fiona*..haha

i really enjoyed myself werking wif my sub-comm..and i hope they will work hard towards their dreams..the dreams they shared wif me b4 they went to sleep.. i will give them them support..

elder sister..??

2005-11-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Hari Raya on Thursday 3rd Nov 05.. As usual when to prayers in the morning, then when visiting to my grandma house.. when to Telok Blangah Cresent 1st.. Alot of things happen there..

My aunt: Where's ur elder Sister?
Me: Elder Sister? I don have an elder sister..
My aunt: How old i ur elder sister..??
me: (shocked) huh?
aunt: there, the 1 behind u..
me looking at my back..
me: tats my younger sister, im the eldest in my family
aunt: ooohhh.. i tot u are the one who is taking "O" level tis monday..haha
we burst out laughing after tat conversation

haizz.. it seems tat every Hari Raya i will still b in Secondary School.. mayb shuld have kept my beard *thinking twice*, but shaving it will b better...*amily u shuld noe y...haha

then on fri when to watch movie wif my ob comm, but not all of us were present, but nonetheless we still enjoy each other company.. when to watch flightplan, to me its quite a boring show, but to the rest it was a nice show.. dunnoe wats wrong wif me.. after movie then we went to LJS to eat.. then we wander off aimlessly and we stop at TANGS, then discuss where we wanted to go next.. "KTV..?" "Clubbing..?" or "Home..?" actually i had tat intetion to go clubbing..haha dunnoe about the rest.. then we ended up slacking at Starbucks till 1am b4 me and Fiona took NR7 and alight at Eunos b4 taking taxi..ahah save money..LOL..im looking forward to our next outing..wish could spend more time tat day, but some of us had to go back home..siannz

yesterday when to skool to discuss wif my partner ming hui about a few things and also take get my book from the clubhouse.. then when jamming wif "unwritten agenda".. we managed to play "radio" by alkaline trio..juz need a singer to sing.. then had dinner at easpoint banquet, then saw tis cute gurl, but too bad she was wif her parents.. she was damm cute lar..my type of gurl..fat hope for me to get tis type of gurl as my GF..

basically all tat happen to me in the past few day.. and for 2day.. mayb i will b slacking at home..

2005-10-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

juz came back from "Gunung Stong" expedition last fri.. the trip was damm fun and meaningful..i like the waterfall there.. and don 4get the stupid leech who bit me till it got so "FAT"...!!!! will upload some photos in the future ( soon enough, so don worry )..

then Sat when for Care briefing at pasir ris, took a cab down which cost me $7.20.. Casper also took a cab and cost him $10 which he took frm AMK and me from UBI ( its near eunos and bedok resevoir ) i mean i shuld paid less..arrghhh

then went jamming.. jammed for about 2hours, the 1st hour we jammed seriously while the 2nd hour i learned how to play the guitar while ken and naz tried the drum..haha.. guess what.. i tried singing, dunnoe whether i sound nice or not; tats my first time singning after dunnoe when ..

2day is the 1st day of my 4 semester.. my class is still the same except there are a few new faces... i got 3 lesson 2day.. and i can sae tat all of 2day lecture are damm BORING... sianzzz

2 more days 2 HARI RAYA.. yeahh...

2005-10-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

be leaving for stong 2molo morning.. haizz.. now i got tat mixed feeling scared, excited , anxious... haizz.. dunnoe wat to do..

problems..problems..problems..problems..

when all my problems will end..? will it end if everybody is happy..?? but wont tat won be fair to me rite..?? they happy but not me..?? how bout the other way round..?? when will ppl starts to appreciate and care about others and stop being so selfish..?? when..when..??? is the world so unfair...??? if it is, isn't it better for us to die..?? haizz.. "what's the world coming to lar".. if only ppl understand each other..

*this entry has no link to anybody.. its juz for you to READ...

2005-10-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

its been a long since i blog..

going to my grandma house later to break-fast.. almost my whole family will be there i dunnoe how are we going to fit in the house, for goodness sake its a 2 room flat and i have over 30 family members but only half of them turning up 2day..

going to Gunung Stong 2molo so will not be updating from Mon to Fri.. will blog again once i return from Stong..

Ps: somebody jio me out when i return from stong.. if not i will rot at home till skool opens.. anybody 5 ji pua go watch movie..?? unwritten agenda jamming..??? ex siglapian soccer...?? anybody.. jio me out..LOL

2005-10-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

its been a long since i blog..

going to my grandma house later to break-fast.. almost my whole family will be there i dunnoe how are we going to fit in the house, for goodness sake its a 2 room flat and i have over 30 family members but only half of them turning up 2day.. goingn to Gunung Sting 2molo so will not be updating from Mon to Fri.. will blog again once i return from Stong..

Ps: somebody jio me out when i return from stong.. if not i will rot at home till skool opens.. anybody 5 ji pua go watch movie..?? unwritten agenda jamming..??? ex siglapian soccer...?? anybody.. jio me out..LOL

2005-10-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

guess who back? back again? kHai is back.. writing lame shit again.. HAHA..

Finally after 2 months of waiting, i finally played soccer.. YEAHHH..!!! actually wanted to join 2 of my frend to catch a movie but my soccer kaki's jio me 1st, so ya.. *cough,cough* its not tat i did not want to join them but for me it was first come, first served. SORRY Guys.. next time ya.. bought some food from pasir ris central for break-fast then walked to amin house to meet him b4 going to brontosaurus park..

the walk from pasir ris central to amin house reminds me of "What's Next".. lol we played for ard 30 mins b4 another group of guys decided to join us.. i admire their skill and passing abilities, reminds me of the P1P3 3R's ( kHai, Aliff, Sham).. Our team lost all our game, mayb its due to lack of training for the past 2 months.. haizz.. hope i can regain back my confidence and play like i use to play b4 the exam period.. *cough,cough* Message to Aliff : yo.. organise soccer when school starts or jalan raya also can..hahahaha *cough,cough*12 more days to HARI RAYA.. and im still not in the mood yet, mayb it bcos im getting older and will not be getting any green packet anymore..*grins* *cough,cough* haha.. no lar.. its juz tat i don have tat raya spirit anymore, i juz celebrate for the 1st day and tats it.. the rest of the days i will b going to skool.. sianz 1/2..*cough,cough*

will going to gunung stong for an expedition on Mon till Fri.. so will not b updating my blog for those few days.. sianzz lar.. somebody jio me out b4 skool open but must wait till i return from stong.. watch movie or do sumting...*cough,cough*

dunnoe what to write..

2005-10-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

lets see...

yesterday when jamming wif my frends then we break fast at Food LofT, the 4 of us ate the same kind of food: Indian White rice wif the same side dish..haha then kennedy and guang cheng decide to "drink'' Tiger while chow-ing their food.. then we went town and walk ard like dunnoe we dunnoe where we want to head to..haizz
then had a gd chat wif fiona... chat and chat and chat until dunnoe wat time..LOL

2day when to Bussorah Street wif my aunt,mom,sis,cousins... then saw Erna there.. i tink she also buying some stuf to break fast.. wanted to buy chicken rice but ended buying nasi briyani.. then when to my grandma house to break fast there.. chatted wif my uncle, he told me how was life during his time.. and he keep telling me to take my bike license..

read amily's blog "speaking of friends, i've found my 5 and a half friends. haha. i'm so happy to have them! we can talk cock, and speak our mind on things! shall meet up with u guys soon! =)"... who are the 5 and a half frend...???!!?!?!? haha.. been thinking about it.. give some answer..haha

tats all folks.. will update more.. SOOONN...

fasting month

2005-10-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

had our first comm outing yesterday.. but b4 tat we went to kallang to send off the OB Sabah paricipant off.. looking at them reminds me of myself last year when i went for the course.. tat mixed feeling in me b4 flying off to sabah.. scared,excited,anxious,..regret...??? nope, i didnt regret going to sabah, i learn alot of things there..

we went to marina square to play bowling, timon and berd conquered by the TC and ex TC (training coordinator) first set of the games, then the OB PC ( programme coordinator) conquered the next round.. YUP, ming hui and i got the highest score for the next round..hahah

after tat fiona and ming hui wanted to go to KTV, but timon and i didnt want to as we both don really like the idea as its not our kind of life.. so we went to FOOD LOFT to have our lunch..?!?!?! haha.. i ate sardine murtabak which was FULL of onions..

then we went to xin ai's workplace which was Settler's Cafe located at Holland Village.. it's a damm cool place, i mean it have a whole new concept.. played games until we went crazy..haha then we also celebrated Fiona and Ming Hui birthday there.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURLS.. we played "the game of life", timon and i were 1 team, and we kept collecting money from the stock market, berd and dee always been a target to exchange salary cards as they have the highest amount of salary, xin ai n kenneth are the ones who keep trading salary cards with bird and dee ( from $20,000 to $100,000).. in the end the quieter team won.. Amily and Ming hui won the game, everyone was shocked..haha

Im looking forward to the next outing.. which is...i dunnoe when...ahaha

haizzz.. 2molo is the first day of fasting month..so have to wake up early...
to all my muslim friends.. "SLAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN"...

WAKE UP SEPTEMBER END LIAO...

2005-10-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when Septmber ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began

Wake me up when septmber ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when septmber ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when Septmber ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

i need my BREAK....

2005-09-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

alot of things have been going around my pathectic life.. i tink tat is life and i have to go through it no matter wat..haizzz

went for "whats next" on Tues to thurs.. so now im "super tired".. alot of things happen, but i juz don wan to talk about it.. i want to forget bout it..

been doing alot of thinking lately, i think i have to made to many commitment at tis moment skooling,studies,frends,my so called "band",ob etc.. have i made the right decision to all tis...???? haizzz... came to a conclusion to myself.. i guess i neeed my break badly, i want to go somehwere and enjoy myself and be free from all of this.. if can i want tat someone special to b with me.. but i dunooe who she is lar..haha

it feels like tat everything is falling apart in my life.. i juz dunnoe wat to do.. everyone is pressuring me.. y cant u guys juz leave me alone for a moment..??

i juz hope tat special person will b by my side 1 day..

"Unwritten Agenda"

2005-09-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

woohoo...!!!! exams are finally over.. hope i will PASS ally my modules.. the change the exam format this year, mayb due to the cutting short of semester.. y do "they" have to cut short our semester..?!??!?!? don they we are stress enough wif our projects, tutorials , labs..etc.. hey..!!!! we are not "Super-Teens" u noe... give us a break man...

when jamming wif ken and naz 2day.. it was my first time playing the drum.. i been wanting to play it since sec 3 and tat was 5 years agoo...??!?!!! nevertheless; its not too late to learn sumting new.. i guess tats all for now.. feeling tired..sleepyy... will blog again when im zzzZZZzzz......

"from lion, to chicken"

2005-09-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

came 20mins late for "Pro E" exam..haha stupid traffic jam
manage to Finish most of the stuff tat required to do, but wasted my time on 1 question which we were not required to do.. sianzz.. if not i can finish the paper.. there goes my "A"

went to play soccer after.. quite a no. of ppl turn up.. got sunburn, bcos i nvr wear my shirt while playing..*ouch

when to eat at Al-Ameen wif Aliff,Sham,Amin,Noor,Liangze.. Headed to Toa Pah yoh wif Liangze while the rest went to Pool Factor.. FINALLY decided to cut my hair after much thinking.. from "lion hair to chicken hair"..haha

then when straight to grandma house.. the first sentence tat came out from my grandma mouse when she saw me was "who are u"??(in malay) with a serious look.. i was like.."its me, kHai"... then she said tat i became very dark until she cannot recognise me plus the haircut.. sianzz..

i don mind being tanned, its juz show tat im a sporty + outdoor guy.. might not be blogging for the next 2 weeks coz of exam..

GD LUCK FOR UR EXAM...

ps: anyone got tips on how to be fair again..?? ahhaha

Is it coming....or issit not...???

2005-09-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

went to the yellow ribbon walk juz now morning with NPOB.. had to wake up at 6am in the morning to meet jason at Tanah Merah Mrt Station. This is the 1st time the walk was organise and there was alot of ppl turn up, ard 12,000...!!!! i walk with jason and dee at the back while the rest walked ahead of us, super fast..haha.. met nur during the walk but didnt manage to meet guna, didnt noe he went for the walk too..i was shocked went he called me cause i was having my "breakfast" at White Sand..

Alot of things have happened in ardf the this past few weeks. An example is the "katrina" at U.S.A.. the world powerful country goes chaos went the mother nature "visited" them.. the country whom once helped poorer countries; are looking for help.. Is this a sign from GOD??? and now china and japan are preparing to face with another natural disaster..

Someone "up" there is trying to tell us something.. no matter how powerful and strong u are.. u will "fall" one day.. take U.S.A as an example... so we humans have to be prepared for the worst.. not in terms of physically or mentally but spiritually.. mayb the "END" is near.. so one nows when it will b.. so R u READY...??!!

im BACKKK

2005-08-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo... im back.. it been a looooonngg time since i blog... alot of stuff had been going around my pathectic life..

been slacking since morning, damm bored.. wanted to go out wif my frends but its either they are working or they go "pak tor" wif their girlfriends.. hmm mayb i shuld go n find one.haha

haizz.. exams is juz around the corner and i still haven start studying, i tink i will die of stress..wth.. project here and there, how to study..??? the goverment must think tat we poly students are superteens, tats y they shorten the semester..

hope 2molo somebody will "jio" me out.. if not im off to my grandma house.. it been a BoRiNg sat.. hope it sunday will b a better weekend for me...

HAPPY MOTHER DAY...!!!!!

2005-05-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

reach home about 8am in the morning coz was helping nacc with their night walk yesterday nite..

was damm sleepy..drag myself to go my grandma house..but it was really fun..

reached there about 6.30pm..my mum n my sis was there..my aunts..cuzzin.. it was my grandma, aunt n cuzzin bdae.. they bought 2 cake to celebrate the bdaes togethter with with mother day..we sang a bdae song for my grandma..then my aunt wa joking bout my cuzzin..but the real "fun" has not started..

after my cuzzin cut her cake, she was about to blow the candle when my youngest aunt push my cuzzin face to the cake..haha then it started..FOOD FIGHT.. fun sia..

then my eldest cuzzin wwent ard the house n put cake on all of my auntt face..haha
then my sis n my other cuzzin did a very bad thing..they put cake on my grandma face..*basket sia*..lucky they apologise after tat.. then it was my turn.. i grab my cuzzin n smash cake on her face..then my aunt n cuzzin all went havoc..we run ard the house to cream each other face.. my uncle was the worst..his ear wa fill cream..eeyeeeww.. then i got revenge for my mom..i saw my eldest cuzzin been creamed by my other cuzzin then i took the opputurnity to creamed her with a mango cake..haha *tats was my mother day gift to my mom*..joking lar

nvr had so much fun with them in my entire life.. U guyz ROCKz my LIFE..

scary

2005-05-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

when to do recee with xin ai for our event..kenneth join us for recee as he also need to do his.. alot of funny things happen during our recee..

xin ai complain to us tat she nvr sleep 4 1 whole day..guess wat she did? she daidee all the way at her chalet..siao lar..

after recee we went to harbourfront to eat..we like idiot sia.. after eating we walk up n down harbourfront mall for so many times..

then we walk frm harbourfront to clementi..

i was abit ''jumpy'' tat day.. we were walking these terrace houses n i got scared 2 freaking times.. 1 by an indian guy and the other is by a maid.. the worst part is that the maid laugh at me..damm pai seh sia..

we pass by haw par villa..etc...then we came to tis ''ulu'' road..tats where xin ai suddenly became very weird..she kept pushing me n kenneth to hurry..she also very determine to finsh the recee while me n kenneth was thinking to take a bus home..she really got me n kenneth very scared.. we decided to take a bus when we reached at NUS..

tats the end of my adventurous recee..

ps:actually got alot more but lazy to type.. :)

zzzZZZzzz

2005-05-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

argghh..need some sleep.. been sleeping for onli 3 hours a day for the past 1 week..zzZZzz

2005-05-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE - Helena

Album: Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge (2004)

long a go
just like a hearse you die to get in again
we are so far from you

burning on just like a match you slide to incinerate
the lives of everyone you knewand whats the worst to take?
(worst to take)
from every heart you break
(heart you break)
and like the blade you stain
(blade you stain)
well i've been holding on tonight

whats the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long not goodnight

came a time when every star fall brought you to tears again
we are the very hurt you soldand whats the worst to take?
(worst to take)
from every heart you break
(heart you break)
and like the blade you stain
(blade you stain)
well i've been holding on tonight

whats the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long not goodnight

and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long not goodnight

can you hear me?
are you near me?
can we pretendto leave and thenwe'll meet again
when both our cars collide

whats the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and
so long not goodnight

and if you carry on this way

things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long not goodnight

need sleep..

2005-04-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

was on the phone wif KL yesterday nite discussing about icamp thing..then timon join in the conversation..slpet quite late..

slept for 3 hours b4 heading to school for soccer.. suppose to meet LZ at his bus stop but he was late..wanted to call him but he lost his hp..aiyoh..

reach at kismis at 9.30 n nobody had arrived..wahhhh...sianz..managed to catch up some sleep at the basketball court.. slept out bout 15mins b4 LZ arrived..then we called the others.. some of them cant make it n the others will b late..aiyo

onli me, LZ, ivan, saiful, ad n his fren came..LZ n i expected bout 10 ppl to turn up..

we played 2 games b4 yock teng joined us..lucky him.. we still manage to play 1 last game after yock teng arrival..

had lunch at kfc then headed to TPY wif LZ..slack there until 5 b4 heading home..zzzZZZZzz

broke..

2005-04-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

went skool at about 11am met kenneth along the way..slack at clubhouse until 5pm coz have to wait 4 kai ling to go meeting together..damm bored at clubhouse,so kenneth took out the animal chess n we played onli 1 game b4 we got bored..haha..next we played CM 4..at first i find it a bit boring..but as i played i find the game quite interesting..mayb shuld buy 1..out of boredom we shouted GOALL!!!! whenever our team scores a goal..haha

the time was 5pm then suddenly kai ling said tat she has to attend debriefing for her GL training.. i let her go 4 the meeting..tot it was a 15 mins debriefing..but kenneth n me waited 4 an hour 4 her..we shouted her name loudly..haha..as if we own the hallway..

took a cab to PS n when to meet Fiona n Amily..we lost our way to find the delifrance..haha stupid sia...but the funny thing tat Berd taxi driver lost his way to PS..haha..n he had to pay $11+ frm toa payoh to PS..funny sia...

had our meeting at starbucks..discuss about i camp then discuss bout other stuff.. Gd luck to Berd who is going to OUTWARD BOUND BERMUDA..lucky sia..haha

woohoo..im in the 2nd year oledi..

2005-04-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

weee... juz checked my timetable and i was so happy tat there on class on tues.. but i 4got tat i have not choose my IS module.. so i tink tat tues is for the IS.. still dunnoe wat language to take 4 IS..decision..decision..

2molo got to get up early to go to skool to help kenneth wif logistic.. then we going down to Plaza Singapura Starbuck 4 OB meeting..meeting kai ling at 5 2molo after her GL training..haizz

2 day is juz another boring day..been rotting at home the whole day..haizz

my first enrty..lolz

2005-04-24T01:13:00.000+08:00

at last my very 1st entry...hope thru tis blog u guys will be updated bout my LIFE..lolz

didnt really slept well last nite as i went to naz pit at east coast park yesterday... met kennedy a.k.a "tng"..we chas dinner b4 we went to the pit as we r afraid tat there was no food left..hehe
after dinner we chilled at starbucks, ordered my favourite caramel frap..mmmm.yumm

once we reach the pit, i was approached by 1 of naz fren..she asked me quite sensitive question..don wan to talk about it..the 3 of us went to my house to put the radio back at ard 1a.m.. then we head to esplnade..make a guess how we there...

we walk to esplanade..pass thru alot of back alleys..hehe..we reached at esplanade at ard 4a.m..we damm thirsty n hungry..we thought of going 2 citylink 7-11 but to our dismay, it was close..WTF..!!!!!

we had to walk back to peninsula plaza to quench our thirst..haiz.. we slept like homeless ppl along esplanade..haha..quite fun..tslept 4 2 hours b4 headind home...zZZZZZzzzz